Vansh

The cutest thing on earth… Vansh and God gave him to my Family…


He is my nephew (my elder sis’s son)… rest I will let the Picture speak…

Completamente Occupato...

Wonder what I have been up to these days? Well.... have been really busy shopping. Shopping for WHAT??? For my wedding of course...

Yup... I am getting married on 1st dec and have whole load of things to buy… man, I didn't know it would be such hard work to get married!!! It is as if am setting up a totally different world… well... marriage, as such, is just that, right?

Honestly speaking shopping is not my cup of tea at all. That’s something I find very boring… you must be wondering that me being a girl, how can I not like shopping?? Well that’s the truth my friend!!! I have always been this tomboy from the beginning… have been brought up that way… with sisters for siblings, I never was amidst a boy... so then I became my papa’s boy… am definitely going to miss that cos that’s something which will always be close to my heart… the pampering that I would receive from dad in spite of the scoldings from mom to behave myself.... dad always let me be the way I am… well... all that’s going to change now, won't it?

Let me not bore you with my nostalgic yanks but please bear with me when I run into those moods and with my wedding around the corner these jilts are oh.. so quite often….

But amidst all the running and shopping I did something else as well. It was the 14th of September and my fiancé was celebrating his birthday… he calls this birthday "special".. why? because this is his last year as a bachelor… I wonder why it is such a big deal to the boys. I mean... look at us... we are the ones who leave everything in the world, everything close to us to go and camp in their house and what is it that they lose??? We are the ones at a loss… but anyways, here it was his birthday and I wanted it to be special.... so I cooked up this surprise thing for him... threw a party, invited his family and close friends... But unfortunately, I just couldn’t capture that one look that I had been wanting to… I just missed it and was he surprised??? More than that.... he was totally flabbergasted, just did not know what to do… I am usually this big mouth who just can’t hide anything from him. From the tiniest bit to the largest event around me, he is the one who gets to know first. So while I was preparing for this party, it was like a huge effort to keep my mouth shut. I just wanted at times to blurt it all out cos I was lying so much to him. It was awful but… I did it. I am really surprised and happy too cos at the end of it I knew he was happy!!!

And now for the gifts… here is the list…I got him a nice phone (Samsung X-820) the latest one around... the slimmest in town... I got him trousers and a jacket to go along (both corduroy)... man was he excited?? And I must say the party was a hit… I could just see him beaming all through the evening... Just made my day!!!

Neil Boy!!!

Sounds like a cartoon character right??? Well, the person I am scripting about is no less than one!!!!

Sunil a.k.a Neil boy is none but the love of my life… the person whom am going to spend eternity with or so I WISH. Yes... He is the person I am engaged to and our nuptial ceremony is on 1st Dec 2006 (a much awaited day!).

Neil (I so fondly call him) is one who stands by me no matter how harsh I am to him. I thank god for that because I would have never found anyone else so ideal to match my temperament. He is my Mr. Right in his own special way…. And for whom I’d let go my entire life (sounds like I flicked these lines out of some Hindi romantic movie right)... well that’s exactly what I feel for him…

Allow me to introduce Neil. I would call him a very humble, intelligent (he is a CA!!! but N.B - Not all CAs are Intelligent!!!), honest person with a very beautiful heart. (Oops here I go… all romantic!!!) Honestly speaking I am far from being romantic… but when it comes down to him I get all gibberish… what the heck... I love him. He makes me feel special and why not??? I need to be... after all I am his lady love, ain't I???

I can never relate to anyone else as much as him. He just knows when I need him or when I want to talk to him. The best thing I like about him is his persistent attitude to set things right at that very instant especially after a fight (He never gets angry)... He has his own way of bringing down my anger, those simple but relentless efforts to hold my hand till I finally give in. Of course there are certain times when I just hate him (he can really be a pain...consistently annoying) but not for long. He cries with me when I am nostalgic and when I am hurt almost like as though he is going through the same emotions and honestly speaking no one understands how I am feeling like the way he does…

I could go on and on about him. I find myself elated in his company. It was never the case of love at first sight – I remember the first time we bumped into each other, oh!!!! How I hated him…. I, never in my wildest dreams, ever imagined that I would get married to him!!! But as days went by I was quite astounded by his humbleness and simplicity and today I value him much more than anything else in my life.

I love him for loving me, for taking care of me, for understanding me, for being there for me, for listening to me both while I am angry or when am gloomy and for giving me a shoulder when I need one and even when I don’t!!! Above all I just love him for the way he is!!!!

Love you loads Neil…

Finally….. A Blog!!!!

This entire idea of a blog did not enthuse me at first… in fact I was all in against this whole thing - your personal stuff being shared to a public forum. But off late I have begun to feel that this is a more like a dialogue box where I can just fling my thoughts across without being judged too hard….

First let me introduce myself. I am Sapna Gulgulia currently living with parents & my lil adorable sis in Bangalore, India. I am pursuing my CA (yet to give my Finals though) and not too sure as to when I am really going to fulfill that desire of mine (among others).

Past few days I have been living in a daze - a mixed flux of feeling, ideas thoughts and I just wanted to throw it all out of my system and so I came up with a BLOG!!!! Incredible but true…

From now on this is my personal page, a place where I can just be ME!!!

Watch out for more….