26.11.2008

This is the day probably no Indian will ever forget, the impact of it still afresh like as though it is still unfolding right in front of our eyes. Innocent lives at the mercy of the terrorists – who out of punk kill with absolutely no emotion.

India’s own 9/11 attacks they call so proudly – which astounds me, is there anything to be surprised about????

Kudos to all the commandos and the army forces that we can finally sigh with relief! I am proud that we have such a force here in India. I am crying and burning inside that why such an atrocious act could really dare to take place, I mean what is the need…

I cannot withhold the tears on and off each time I view any news channel – it just goes on and on and on. It’s overwhelming just to see it happen live!

There is so much anger, desperation sitting here doing nothing an earning to be a part of it somehow to try and cease the pain that fellow Indians facing… I am sure each of us feels the same pain as though our own blood has been spilt. My hear bleeds at the very thought of it.

I am not political at all but at this point I cannot suppress my anger at the people whom we trust with our security. I read somewhere that the central intelligence did have a cue this would happen and am shocked that they let this go by, Just because none of them died in this operation… and then I cannot help thinking that why wasn’t anyone there to die… they’d know the pain of what we are going thru.

There was another speech from one of our leaders saying that such Small instances happen in big cities and I just feel sick, I mean Mr. politician why wasn’t your son or your relatives there to tell you the story of despair, these are our terrorists who do not endangered with this, who have security even when they visit a bathroom.

And now I see that all the political leaders whom we expect to mentor us going and making such atrocious speeches that shocks me! Are these men really that old??? Am sure sitting here when interrogated I will not make such silly excuses and passing the buck to no one and everyone… it’s disgusting! I am ashamed of all of them, am ashamed that I pay for their salary thru my taxes! Sorry you guys aren’t even worth that.

Mr. Politician, You need to understand that you are our servants, please don’t forget that. We can break you if we want to.

Am sick and tired of all the debates that all the channels are playing on and off, I think its time to take things in our hands… I am ready to do that. I need to make a safe home for my family and their future and I refuse to live in fear.

Jaihind.